About you

I think of you, with every passing day.
You are right for me in every way.
I had dreams of us, where we lay,
And held each other, by the bay.

I had my chance, I had plenty to say,
But timidness came into play.
My heart could not speak the right way.
Not knowing anything, you walked away.

I see you every now and then.
A small conversation will begin.
But, I'm only seen as just a friend,
And the conversations are based on him.

The way I feel when you say his name.
My heart will never feel the same.
The day I left, and he came.
But, only I can be at blame.

You're new love is what you say.
He brings you flowers everyday.
What I'd give to change that day.
When the love of my life, slipped away.

Just A Fool

If u were to come, to come near me, what would i do? I really don't know.

Because i'm like a fool, even though i know watching u from a distance is all i can do.

Your heart may look away from me and so we could even become strangers.

Just like a fool i can't say that i love you because,

we're afraid that the wait come upon us, after we meet ill be painful and sad.

If i were to go, if i were to get close to you what would you think?

I don't have the courage. If i were to go, If you were to leave, i don't know how to send u away,

It keeps hanging in my mind.

I know i am a fool and only watch u from afar, your heart may look away from me and so we could become stranger,

just like a fool i can't even say i love you because we are afraid the wait that came upon us ,

after we meet will be painful and sad.....

Stupid work

When i not around customer come and look for me, ironic.when i around no one came... idiot.what m i suppose to do.i always told them,i am no superhero cant fall sick or wont take leave! Work so hard for wat.Wat do i gain?.a name a JOB.But all is just physical wat i need is support.Do u know what support means.So call b4 u cum. U go ppl's house also need to call la.Dont be typical Malaysian's.Supports, ppl will help u even u not around.This is wat i'm looking for.Being stabbed.Cha Dou.

~Feelings~

Out of fullness, it’s only Emptiness,

Like the pitch black darkness in the forest,

Eyes been blinded and confusion aroused,

Aimlessly heading towards the unseemly road,

Unruly mind causes life to be tormented.

In time of desperation,

Silently in heart, he cried for help,

And deeply he know, it’s unable to help,

He seeks guidance variously,

As well bared the sadness all by himself,

No matter how slow or swiftly it comes,

Still the same; where the sorrow piled,

Fear to complaint; the unspeakable sorrow,

Forever it stained within the deeply thoughts,

What have become to the purpose of living,

All are still yet to be answered.

Fearing minds and thoughts,

Are seemed lock away for now,

It have been harassed for too long,

And slowly it will finally die off.

Testing Once Again

After for some time i have stopped blogged. Now this is the starter piece before the long path... a life to share....